Sigh

I feel like such a loser complaining about all this, but it just makes me so upset. I want a relationship so bad, i basically just want company i miss like having someone to clal every night and hang out, like i miss it a lot, and its so hard to find someone, and once you do no one ever likes me! AND ITS JUST SO FUCKING HARD! and no one understands, its just not fair, i feel like a horrible creul trick is being played on me and there is no way to escape it, it just goes on forever and ever.

I Hate Everyone

I'm actually in a really really good mood, but people are so stupid we are 16 years old!! you guys we are teenagers where not novelest searching for the meaning of life with points and meaning to everything we say and do what the fuck is worng with everyone! people piss me off, alm,ost everyone is dumb, people say stuff just cuz thats what you say, GAH get a life retarts!