Devie

Devin and i just had like a 2 hour phone converstaion about education and politics and envronment and aliens and philosophie and what not.... but i wish that our school was different. like instead of trying to be good at 8 different things i want one class and just hardcore focus on it and dedicate all my time to it and become realy smart.. and like just go to school and learn my whole life. I like learning and i like being very knowldgeable in everything not just breifly knowledgable in everything!

Weird Writing; Thoughts

I want to call in for my AP grade, but i feel like it is SUCH a waste of money, that my parents throw away too willingly, i feel guilty, but im dying to know!!! Ugh, i suppose i could have worse problems, I just hope i got a 4.. or in that case a 3! BLEH!.... Well i have 4 more days before i leave for The Land Down Under!! I want to do one last hang out wiht Gong and MAryElisabeth, cuz we like a group now... and Gong and I are like insanley closer than ever (Gosh!! i feel like im going to miss so much!) and i need to see Ruthie, and i feel terible for not seeing Amanda since shes been home either (Friedman. I still need to buy stuff and according to Lauren i really need to pack more so i have busy worky stuff to do as well. And i need to be nice to my dad and celebrate his Birthday sinc eim leavnig the day of. I feel bad for him he is so abused my my grandma... i have completly distanced myself form her, and i dont care about her anymore, all i see is that she is ruining my dads life and she should die, cuz she has no reason to live and its killing my father, and i love him more than any one on Earth cuz hes awesome! And hes too nice to forget about her like i did, so he is just being abused an i have no idea what to do other than kill my grandma, she is evil. OH MMY GOSH i have so much i wanna do and such little time!! GeeWiz.... I had people i didnt really know, but didnt want to miss out makeing a friendship with over for Brain Jello today... it went well! I dont think Brinas are really my thing though lol. First of all i think i'm in love wiht Nico (no homo) when he was doing math and showing me math stuff it was just the coolest thing ever and i love him! Lauren is cool too and Matt, i like havign friends, its hard to manage some times though! OH well this hasnt been intresting, just some thoughts, and i dont usually think so this was good!.... kk going to pack!

Last Test!

ALL MY TESTS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!.... now i have nothing to do! oh well, i miss Gong:( i wihs she was still in walking distance. ah well good times........... IM sad im not taking any AP next year cuz i feelli should be, but its prolly best this way, i think i would enjoy it though, oh well... god i hate blogging

All The Pretty Little Horsies

That used to be a song that Mr.Gaybias would sing for us.. dont know why but its just popped in my head. So yea its been a very long while, my global regent was today, very easy, but i got sick during it dunno what itwas i got all shakey and i saw blurred, it was weird and i just like wrote anything down dont even know what it was cuz i thought i was gonna pass out or soemthing.. still think the essay was okay though. There are too many responsibilities that come wiht traveling alone to a forign comntry i have to manage money and take care of myself... but hey i cant complina im going to TO AUSTRALIA!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAY.... i feel strangely sick, i hope im okay, my biggest fear is im going to get cronically ill before Aus!