Tommy Can You Hear Me?

I LOVE AP EUROPEAN HISTORY!!!!!!!!..... the class is so flippin awesome!. IM IN LOVE, IM IN LOVE, AND I DONT CARE WHO KNOWS IT!.... ... Into the Woods has come a long way in a week, i wish could have been on task the whole way through cuz its amazing what everyone in the show is cabalple of, we had potential to make this as good as Les Mis, and Love of A Pig.... I am just so thouroughly impressed with the whole club. I NEED TO MEMORIZE MY LINES!.... we got off of school early cuz of fake snow, and we had drama rehersal, and Mr Roth wanted Agony to be funny and more dramatic than the way edwin and Ricky were doing it, so Liz and I did it for them, and IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!.. everyone was laughing and we were DEF dramatic! lol, if only we knew what notes to sing (spelled right) lol....... yay! Liz and I play off of each other well!..... I really like The cranberries... okay dinner time! CHICKEN ENCHILADAS!!!!YUM!!:

Disdain.

Well some of you DEF lied on the lyric quiz lol... and i guess one saong had the same lyrics as some Michael Jackson song?.. anyway here are the answers:
1. Kiss at The End of The Rainbow by Mitch and Mickey from "A Mighty Wind
2. Zombie by the Cranberries
3. The Ballad of Zork by Bare Naked Ladies
4. White Rabbit by Jefferson Airplane
5. Hey Ya by Outkast
6. Some weird song Michael Fraunenhofer always signs lol
7. Lullabye by Nick Drake(that could be a lie ill double check on that)
8. Me and Julio down by the school yard, by Simon and Garfunkel
9. Can't Hold Us Down by Christina Aguilera
10. The WonderYears Theme.. LIZ! lol
11. Mary Elisabeht Kimbark signing eponine in Attack on Rue Plummet LES MIS!
12. Monorail! from the Simpsons
13. WonderWall by Oasis
14. Part of Your World from Little Mermaid
15. Baby its Cold outside by Dean MArtin
16. Ballad of Billy the Kid by BIlly Joel
17. Adelweiss by Captain from Sound of Music
18. Jesus on a bus... i dont know who wrote that
19. Moses from signing in the Rain!!! we have to watch that Pagnotta sisters!!
20. I dont know the name of this song, but its on the Forest Gump Sound track.

Disdain.

Well some of you DEF lied on the lyric quiz lol... and i guess one saong had the same lyrics as some Michael Jackson song?.. anyway here are the answers:
1. Kiss at The End of The Rainbow by Mitch and Mickey from "A Mighty Wind
2. Zombie by the Cranberries
3. The Ballad of Zork by Bare Naked Ladies
4. White Rabbit by Jefferson Airplane
5. Hey Ya by Outkast
6. Some weird song Michael Fraunenhofer always signs lol
7. Lullabye by Nick Drake(that could be a lie ill double check on that)
8. Me and Julio down by the school yard, by Simon and Garfunkel
9. Can't Hold Us Down by Christina Aguilera
10. The WonderYears Theme.. LIZ! lol
11. Mary Elisabeht Kimbark signing eponine in Attack on Rue Plummet LES MIS!
12. Monorail! from the Simpsons
13. WonderWall by Oasis
14. Part of Your World from Little Mermaid
15. Baby its Cold outside by Dean MArtin
16. Ballad of Billy the Kid by BIlly Joel
17. Adelweiss by Captain from Sound of Music
18. Jesus on a bus... i dont know who wrote that
19. Moses from signing in the Rain!!! we have to watch that Pagnotta sisters!!
20. I dont know the name of this song, but its on the Forest Gump Sound track.

Why Not?

I was just looking through middle school year books. I dont want the younger than me kids to meet the older than me kids in highschool. I have 2 social lives and im quite happy that they are seperate, i dont want them combineing. Middle school was so much different than highschool, some times i wish i could go back and redue things, but than other times ive very satisfyed, even happy, with where i am today! Still... i dunno dont live in the past................. I know its kinda late, but i wanna play the lyric game too!, im not sure if i understand it, but i think i just write down lyrics, and you guys know them....
1.) "There's a kiss at the end of the rainbow, more precious than a pot of gold"
2.) "In your head, in your head, they are fighting"
3.) "So if your're thinking about being a spaceman it don't matter if your black or white!"
4.) "And when men on the chessboard get up and tell you where to go"
5.) "HeyYa"
6.) "Now everyone knows frogs go la-da-ti-da-ti-da"
7.) "Your love still is strong when the one you love is gone"
8.) "Mamma looked down and spit on the ground everytime the name was mentioned"
9.) "Little boy, think your're so cute so coy, you talk so big, to make up for smaller things"
10.) "What would you do if I sang out of tune?"
11.) "I know this house I tell you"
12.) "There's nothing on Earth like a genuine, bonafine, electrafyin' 6 car monorail"
13.) "Today is gonna be the day, that they're gonna through it back to you"
14.) "All day in the sun, wandering free"
15.) "Put some records on while i pour"
16.) "The cowboys and their kin like the sea came pouring in"
17.) "Small and bright, clean and white"
18.) "Just a slob like one of us"
19.) "Supposuse his toseus are roseus"
20.) "Doctors all around me, just won't let me be!"

I'm So Unhappy!

GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR! it's not fare! everytime it has snown (is that a word [snowed, perhaps?]) this year it has been to inconvenyent for people to come over! like its during the week or its too dangerous, or grandma was at the doctor. So my parents said next snow fall i can have people over sleigh riding, and that seemed like it was never comming, BUT NOW ITS HERE! and my grandma, is going out, not today, not tomarrow BUT WEDNESDAY! and i cant have people over cuz its to dangerous to let the snow be on the driveway that long!... ugh! i mean i can just go to Krista's but THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH MY GRANDMA! and it freakin annoys me the way she acts and minipulates everything!!! AAAAAAAAGAHHHHH!!..... gr, well Sorry Liz, mabye next year we can go extreme sledding, when my grandma is dead.... oh wait no i forgot she ISNT CAPABLE OF DYING! she lives with out working kidneys liver, or lungs, and she still has enough energy to run around the house run out side, through her walkers, and wheelchair, and NEVER SHUT UOP ALL DAY! She never goes to doctors, and goes weeks with out being medicated, NOTING IN HER BODY IS STILL WORKING!, yet she live and kicking!... not that i want her to die, i will be sad when she does, but what i live with is absolutly the most ridiculous thing that anyone could experience! I think all of you juct need to live with her.

Fly

... as in cool, a term from the 50's i belive?, anyway big adventure today lol... in Math i ran out of the class room, because my nose was bleeding... and it was kinda funny i guess b/c no one knew my nose was bleeding (and still dont lol) and they just saw me run out of the room after my teacher said "i hope all of you brushed your teeth today" so then i got a lil' dizzy and due to my past i didnt want to take chances and asked if i could go to the nurse, but she had me stay in class, and called the nurse up there, and when the nurse came she brought a wheel chair, so the boy who ran out of class cuz he forgot to brush his teeth was wheeled out at the end of class... a bit obsurd, but i got to take the elevator! twice!, and "not to ambarass me" she wheeled me threw the gym of like 5 classes going on lol. then i got th the nurses office cleaned up and went to eight period lol... so it was quite an adventure!... also big news: i ate 11 1/2 slices of pizza for dinner the other night! very proud of myself... Adam and Kay-vin were in drizzama today, he shaved his head, he shoulds shaved it all and just left giant thick sideburns on the sides! kk i tired, bye!

Okay

Well, im not going to defend myself,cuz i hate when people do that, so i'll just apologize, what i said was uncalled for and slander. I never should of said it, and it was just a burst of emotion from an event that never even happened. I said some very rude things, and although i agree with some of what i said, i shouldnt have said what i said and im sorry if i offended anyone.... and Karen feel free to comment on my blog when ever you like!

Bubble. Pop. Electric!

Well... I'm gay. I'm begining to hate myself for making such a big deal about it, but i have a few closing words. I'm probably the only person who hasn't excepted it, but I like boys and their is nothing i can do. It's something i wish i never told anyone, because I'm really not happy about it, but I did so now i have to except the fact.
Just because I'm gay doesnt mean I'm not a guy. I'm a guy who likes guys, thats all. And i have to say the two people who see that the most (or make me feel they do) are Adam and Mark, which is great!... I love tlkaing to then about fighting, or girls, or like "guy talk". and even though Adam never fails to make fun of me, and Mark never fails to remind me how weak and pathetic i am, i love the jokes - they're funny!. and Mark is only helping me! Even though they are boys, and therefore very insecure with the fact, I really appreciate how they treat me, and their friendship. They know, except, and treat me like a guy, a friend.
This might be the hardest part to understand... I'm attracted to girls. Juli is a hottmomma!! lol and so is Jenny! If i were given the choice between doing something with a guy or doing something with a girl, I would DEF pick the girl! Which makes me think im bisexual (which is 100% gay and 100% straight, not 50/50) but that might be hard to understand for some people, so if you guys dont belive that it doesnt bother me so much.
Lastly , the only people who don't know are Ricky and Jill Rivera (there are others too), and I'd like to keep it that way for my own personal reasons... i except myself, but that doesnt mean i am comfortable with the whole world know right now (COUGH COUGH LIZ CRAIG COUGH COUGH!) (i thinki spelled cough wrong?) Also with as much guff as i get from everyone, i was happy with the way people responded when i told then about Matt. Esp Adam's. (For all those who dont know, Matt is a guy i like. only wish he felt the same way about me lol)... but anywayyyy thank you all my friends, because this was hard for me, and I think i needed this (meaning this writing) to just be finally over with all the denial nonesense.
Also I dont mind jokes, but I'd prefer if no one puts any stupid comments on this please.

My Name Is Marius Pontmercy

BATMAN IS SOOOOO COOL!!

Habitually

Well a lot has happened, i failed French, BUT! i passed Euro. with a 65! therefore, i still in drama!... which i hate... and i can go to prom with Ruthie! YAY... i feel so popular, Ruthie and Jill asked mr to prom, and before Liz knew Mark wanted to go she said she wanted to go with me if she didnt have a date, and same with Jenny! so im semi-happy!!...also im taking Floor Hocky right now in gym, with Dywer, and Dywer thinks im hard core, cuz he went to school with my sister and we know each other and he likes me, so i dont want to let him down so i try my hardest in his class... but either way i really like gym, it used to be my favorite class... untill math. But i hate when stupid kids just assume i dont care about gym, and are like oh hes not good at sports... im not amazing, but im not bad, and i enjoy playing Hockey, i wouldnt of picked it if i didnt, and it just makes me angry people assume im a stupid kid who doesnt play gym! esp when people like Alex Gilles, the biggest fagh ever!! and hes like,"John dont even try just let me do it" AHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE GYM! ITS NOT FAIR PEOPLE ARE JERKS!... Ive decided my bad quality is insecurity..... SEUSICAL IS THE BEST SHOW EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MAN IT WAS AWEOSME!