Blue Jell-O Huckleberry

Well, my birthday went splendidly despite my expectations!. Liz and Krista had a picnic with me in the back of Liz's van and i rode in the crazy broken birthday seat! lol i threw knifes into targets, which sounds weird but it was really cool. i made it four times 2 groups of 2 consecutive throws. Ruthie ended up comming over at night to chill, and watch the creation of the most amazing cake in the world my sister made with Vangogh's Starry NIght on it, ask me to show you a picture of it cuz its the awesomest thing in the world!. Ruthie also bought me a karioke machine for my birthday! i couldnt believe it i was happy cuz that day i was thinking i wanted one lol, and i couldnt belive she bought one for me, like thats increadably nice... her and her family are too good to me. But all in all a very good day!. and My frien came back from Africa and brought me a banana leaf hat, which i like a lot too.... Ive decided my goal for this year os too keep in mind how fortunate i am! IM genuinely happy i believe, but everyone forgets how much they should be thankful for sometimes, so my goal this year is to keep that in perspective more!... also its The Year of Krista!! which i think she thouroly deserves its a good year for her, it will be nice!. and Liz gets a year when shes 83 lol... one sad thing about my birthday was, this was the first year i didnt get a presant from Diane, my dental hygenist. I have a crush on her, and she secretly has one back, she just cant tell her husband, but she always sends me a birthday card... mabye its cuz i didnt go to the last 2 dentist appointments... not my fault though!!:(.. oh well im going to gwet a free tee-shirt and hit the sack! night night!

16th Birthday

Wow, so The Year of John is over. sad really. and so far this birthday is just miserable. although for the past 3 hours ive had a nice time... all my plans keep not working though. sigh... anyway im 16 and i fel really old, like 15 still feels like a kid, but 16 is an old person, i dont want responsiblity:( I wish i was a Kimbark. i realized that today. i wanna find someway to become part of their family, like ill be their buttler or somehting? Ive decided looking good is more important than grades and etc. i want to be really attractive. thats all i care abot from now on, and ive become really vain in the past few days.... my mom hates me. so thats going to make my ife harder, i also realized i dont care about too muh of anything. I want to read more Camus. speaking of that i need to pick out a book for summer reading, cuz the 2 i have, i dont feel like reading now, im going to save them for during the year when we need an outside of class book. Very Well HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME! yay:)... and Happy Birthday to Juli(25) and Vincent(29) and my fish pashents and ready (29)

Jet Lag

Australia was aweosme! i wish i was still there, i dont like being home it gioves me a headache i dont know why but i think oh im in N and i get a weird feeling, i miss Australia a lot lolit was like college with out studying and work.. i also forgot how to type (not that i was ever that great) but i used my pointer and ring fingers and its so weird and i cant stop. i hate being home.

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Twelve More Hours

Keira and Alicia Keys remind me of each other, they are both crazy talentsed and write good songs, but they all sound the same.