Sunday, January 14, 2007

A Wonderful Life

My goal in life, is if i had the chance to see what life would be like if i had never been born, i would have affected as many people as GEorge Baily. Im a really self centered person, but i honestly wanna have an impact on other lives not for my own recognition, but soley for the other person, i feel like its the least i can do.. Id much rather give time and happiness to people than money anyway.... I really am fortunate, i feel like ive met so many good people, and so many people i love so early in my life. And although i dont think i love anyone i definately do. I love my dad, and ive been thinking i have no idea what i will ever do wiht out him. We were never close, ever. like we got in terrible fights and i was always angry with him until 9th grade i think it was a combination of me comming out and him being very sick. we both made an effort to be friends, and now honestly my dad is my best friend. My oldest sister is my other bestfriend, and as much as my brother is groos, were bestfriends too. Amanda Gong means more to me than antyhing, i really am so lucky to have met her, her Liz Craig, Amanda Friedman relaly had a lot to do with how ive grown and socialized. Liz and Gong really have been the best friends i could ever ask for. I dont mean to leave anyone out. I wish i could be with the people i love more. People who are so clsoe to me are so far.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Running, running, and Running running.

....I think I'm in love. For real, not for fake. It makes me smile, even when I'm thiking about how I can't be in love.... memories.

Monday, January 01, 2007

I Do Not Work For You...

My bus diver is such a PIMP!... he talks on his cell phone the WHOLE time and he keeps it on speaker since hes driver but i can hear it all and he tlkas to one woman after another. and is making plans wiht them and flirting with them and its just crazy.