Vincent's Birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINCENT!!!! ok aside from a birthday, im not happy. THANK GOD! im going ot see mrs. drake today!  i feel like being in a coma again! i just just dont know how to deal with things, i dont know what to do! rob has compleatly ignored me for a month doesnt answer my calls doesnt call me, im blocked from his screen name, and today i finally talk to him, and all he says is that hes coming late to my birthday, and didnt even apologize, like he coulda said sorry i havent been able to talk to you lately ive been busy, or something like that, but he ignored the fact hes been ignoring me, and it just hurts so much! im not even mad at him, and when i brought up the fact that hes been not talking to me, he alsway has perfect excuses which i mean, proly are true, but like i dont know what to say to him, i dont know what to say in the situation, i dont get it, and it really hurts. being able to talk to him about it, made me feel better, but i dont know, i like him alot, i just know he doesnt like me, or i DONT EVEN KNOW! i dont get what hes doing. but it hurts. i just thought we were friends, but i dont know how/what to do/say to him. *COMA!!!!!!! lol*... i cant wait to see mrs.drake!