What I've Been Up To For Real

Anyway, its been a long time since i posted on this dorky thing. i dont know why i keep it? but we have been doing ALOT of cleaning, and getting ready for my sisters wedding. i got a brwak when i went ot the mall with ruthie. we saw spiderman 2 again. that movie was SO FUCKING AWSOME! my mother has been even crazier with all the wedding prep lol. Danielle Parisi invited me over for dinner the other day. her family is so nice! it was kinda weird though, cuz i hung out with her 20 year old brother, before i hung out with her outside of school. And i mean joey and i only hung out once, so i dont feel like hes my friend, but i know him on a friend basis, and now he was the i know him as a friends older brother basis. and it was weird cuz i felt like i was there to be his friend too! idk, that was strange but i still had ALOT of fun! (im so happy danielle is my friend! shes different from all the people i know from drama!) we watched the wizard of oz, with the dark side of the moon cd. I Did NOT  get it!  Ruthie was all like " dont you see it!!" but me and danielle were just like Huh!? lol it was funny. And we were talking about clothes/parents And i was saying how before i left the house my mom told me my shirt looked gay. And we were just like oh, w/e then joey got home, and had like the same exact shirt on lol (mabye it was a gay shirt lol) but that was funny. OH! and virginia was fun, saw spiderman 2 omg that movie was so fucking awsome!! i went hiking too. but mostly ive been spending alot of time with my sister and getting ready for the wedding.     Although the other day was the day where i had been broken up with rob for just as long as we went out. And it felt very intresting. To think about our friendship during two periods of time for the exact same time. It gave me a weird feeling - i thought alot that day. I mean i REALLY AM over it, i mean how could you still have feelings for someone you barely talk to anymore, but everytime i see a picture of him, he is just unbelivably adorable! At ANY age! hehe! and i get the stangest feelin. its not like "oh he is so cute!, i realy love himeyc." its different, its a special feeling i really cant describe. And although i get alot of feelings (not all happy:/) There is one that over powers all the others, i cant describe it, but there is something reashuring about it. (?) hmm, i think thats about it! ill mention Samantha Pagnotta cuz shes been really good to me lately, and weve bonded alot! But for the rest of my entries: more fun and less thinking!