Im a Chocoholic, only Im Addicted To Alcahol instead of Chocolate

I AM SO INCREADABLY BORED!!! Every one has jobs, now that ill be 15, mabye i should get one too? Just so i have something to do, and i realy need the money! ill prolly be getting money on my birthday though. i used to hate getting money and clothes for my birthday, i wanted FUN things!! but now all i want is money and clothes lol! Ive decided that year 15 in Johnny Macs life is going to be the "Year of John" this will be the most fufiling and meaningful year ever! lol, although i dont have a very good start since i havent even started my summer reading yet!, ill end up not doing it, and almost failing english again, but i def! need to do better in school this year. im also gonna work on getting a cell phone, cuz even though my parents are right and its kinda unessecary, i still want one, and i can rthink of reasons why they are handy! i also need eat better lol.. i mean it drives me crazy that my parents are all concerned about what i eat, Especially when my mom goes crazy and doesnt let me leave the house till i eat a "substansial" amount of food! but i mean i am bad. today i had a spoonful of cocanut for breakfast, and a cracker for lunch!, but i mean if our house was supplied with food i enjoy i would eat MUCH more!! i mean if we had penne all the time, id be fatter than... something really large(?) so i dont know i guess those are my goals for this year! OH and the year of John is also going to be the year of ruthie and john. we are gonna be awsome this year! well be walking down the red carpet by next summer! i have absolutly no idea what plans i have for the year for either of us, but something will work out! ok, i think im gonna go for a jog in the rain, and buy chuckles at the deli! lol im a dork! peace!