Me!

 I was just reading threw peoples live journals and stuff. Everyone is going out and having fun, doing things together, at places, having fun! Juli is having a party on the BEACH! and i walk out into my backyard, and get a million questions from my mother, and am told to come back inside! Theese people are my age!,  dont get it! i sit at home, go out every now and then, when i do, i have to go threw the same like 2 day prosess with my mother, than finally once im so tired of "discusing" my plans to hang out with someone i dont want to go anymore! i do something like see a movie! im not even allowed to go hang out in the mall! i cant drive with other people! i get to sit, and keep my mother company! and hear about all the fun things my frinds are doing. Not that this is different than any other summer, but this time im hearing about people I ACTUALLY LIKE! and not about people who id rather not be hanging out with. Socilization is hard! it would be easier to not like people and just sit at home, i have things to do, but i REALLY like the people ive met this year, but its like WORK! to stay in touch with them!:(