Thanks For Making Me A FIGHTER!

I think im dying! i sleep for like 13 hours a day!! - thats more than 1/2 the day!- and usually i never sleep like more than 6 hours, and im annoyed cuz i HATE sleep, and i feel like im wasting my day:(. But i think i sleep so much its b/c im dying! cuz i have other symptoms of death too! like i cant eat, i get sick after eating like a cracker, and im never hungry (loss of appetite), i STILL cant breath, im taking my inhaler w/ me when i run now. ALL signs of death! - its prolly all the PHENYLANINE i eat. i dont know, anyway i went to TOwer Records today, there are so many CD's i want! STRIPPED!!!, and others, but im SO cheap! everything LessThanJake was only $10, and i am SO cheap. I saw Nick Culver while i was out too. i realized today that being gay prevents me from living the kind of life style i want! i saw this REALLY cute guy out today, and if it were a guy/girl sitchuation, i could of like flirted with him (her), but being gay [ you dont nkow who else is gay] so you cant just randomly go up to cute guys and start talking, cuz if i did that id be murdered by now. But like if i liked girls, i could go up and talk to the pretty ones -it doesnt work that way for gays! Its hard. ok lesson with mrs drake!!! krista and brian!