Boyfriend

Today i realized why, how im always saying relationships are over rated retared and not for me, yet i still want a boyfriend sometimes..... i have a lot of friends, and close friends, but thats the problem, i was with my bffs from Ragtime, and they hang out together like EVERY DAY and theyre madd close, and i know i have like best friends who love me, but like i see Liz, and then Ill see Danielle, and then Ill see Gong, then ill see maryelisabeth etc, and i know i can tlka to them about anything, but its just different, i see them each seperatly and individually and i kinda wish i had a stable relationship with someone, where i dont feel intrusive when somehtings bothering me or i need to tlka ot someone or etc, and im really close with my friends and my siblings, but sometimes u need something different i dunno, but i could use it now