Mark Is Right

I'm such a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have 3 guy friends! and Mark and Adam are in college, and i only met them last year. So they kinda have their own life thingy going on. I have Ricky, but he, i dunno he's weird to talk to, i really try to be like good friends with him, but sometimes i think he only has friends in school, and not real good friends like that he hangs out with on weekends and stuff...he really doesnt see a difference and then EVERYONE ELSE that i spend any amount of time with is a girl!! And being around girls so much im gonna pick up mannorisms from them. I just want to be a guy, i want guy friends, and i want to be able to beat up Mark by the end of he quater, i dont want his 50 bucks though. I'm such a loser!!!!! Like im happy Mark picks on me, hes only helping me realize what a faliure i am ay masculinity. Grrrr