Thinkingfullness

sometimes i get into theese things where i just think alot, about stuff...

its really weird how people perseve things, especially in a relationship. for some reason everyone always seems to come to me to talk about there problems so i have heard a lot of things and a lot of different senarios... but like society has giving a "role" to the male and the female in a relationship. and being gay, i realized while being in a relationship with Rob, then watching people like Jenny and Mark and stuff that im able to switch between steriotypical male/female roles. like the guy is the one who pays for stuff puts his arm around the girl etc... the girl is the one whos treated special by the guy, and cuddles in his arms, and being gay those roles are interchangable. which gives me a point of view from both sides in other peoples relationships, and its strange to see how people think. guys REALLY CANT understand girls, its absolutly amazing! i give credit to the girl who can break up with the guy... buts its so weird how i can watch to people, and compleatly see where the girl and the guy are coming from (usually the girl is right, in where she stands) but i noticed the girl is better at understanding at where the guy is comming from when he does stuff. Guys are dumb lol, like they can totally not see anything past what they are thinking. its really astonishing how thick they are. like dont get me wrong being a guy i can see where they are coming from but being gay i can see how wrong they are at thinking about girls. GUYS DONT UNDERSTAND GIRLS! In a relationship, there are 2 options, your together forever, until your dead, or at one point you break up. the guy who breaks up with the girl, thats simple, the man is dominant in the relationship, and when what he thinks what he thinks is correct then its no problem. But the girl that can know that even though she still loves him (both people still love each other in a relationship breakup, so its hard for both) but that its time to have this over with, i give alot of credit... i would have said that if you love someone then why break up, but ive learned love is really not such a special thing. some one who loves someone but knows its over. WOW! but like even after that the person might think they made a mistake cuz they still have feelings for each other, but that doesnt go away, until you stop spending time together. Love isnt as marvoules as its made out to be. like you ARE in love with some, just as easlily as you ARENT, thats a pretty depressing way to put it but its true, feelings dont go away EVER, but well let me say: i loved Rob we broke up and i was sad, i got over it, and now i kinda like someone else a little, but that feeling for Rob hasnt left me... but i certainly dont love him anymore. i dont love the other new person i kinda like either though... hmm? im tired enough thinking for tonight!